.....Its Hot in Paradise ...

....its  hot  in  Paradise....as Apr mercury  indicate ...the  Clinic bursting to  the seams ....not untouched , as  last  72  hrs  of  bodily  pain  &  headache .....but  the  show  must  go  on  come  wht  may .....though  today  had to  curtail the  Morn session ....the  intense  bodily  pain  was  necessary , as  a  fair amt  of  idea of  the  plight  of my   pts , is  being  felt ....U  can't  realize  the  pain  suffered   by  others , til  ur  subjected .....epitome  of Confidence  , Grace  &  Strong Service  provider ,  thts wht  my pts  expect  day  in  day  out  ....thts  wht  I hv  to live  upto  their  expectations .......the  human  angle  gets obliterated as  he  is nothing  but invincible ...as  the "Bali"( ailment ) engulf  me, its  a  fine  ,  tight  rope  walk   now  ....how  vulnerable & how  invincible  is  the  Chair of  the  Service  Provider ....!!!.....despite repeated  restless  nites  now ,  barely  able to   take  a  Taxi .....yet  the  happiness  of  collapsing  into  ur  clinic chair  is  unfathomable  .....such  is  the  Joy  of  being  the Service  Provider ......!!!!